+ So long sincerity..

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Sat, 19 Feb 2005 20:22:15 GMT

NEW JOURNAL.

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Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:48:07 GMT

Deciding if I should delete this journal and make a new one? Even though no one uses LJ anymore =\

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 21:55:36 GMT

I really can't stand my ex-boyfriend. Umm, tomorrow Jackie is sleeping over = score! hah we're gonna have so much fun<3 Today I got my report & I am amazing ;) I'm so proud. ok ttfn

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 03:25:44 GMT

The Hidden In Plain View show at the Downtown is postponed. Me and Nick are over. I went to Queens today. I'm getting a haircut tomorrow. I have off from school Wednesday. The End.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 22:54:59 GMT

Hmm, I have been busy lately. A few weeks ago, I went to the Downtown to see Hidden In Plain View. They are absolutely amazing! I can't wait until their cd comes out, and talk about luck- Their coming BACK to the downtown in March =) Last weekend I saw Underoath at the downtown, which was nice ;) Umm, I know I haven't updated in a while but neither do any of you =P I guess thats all I have to say. Tonight I'm going to the movies with Jackie who I haven't seen in 9272967191 years! I'm thrilled.<3

Nick!! I love my babyyy<33

Nick with thee teddy bear I got him =P

^ me and kristens at natalie's.. fun night

gross me, before Natalie's..

me, cara & kristen at the variety show.. in the bathroom @ st. anthonys

My brother Charlie on New Years Eve

Me & Jess C on New Years Eve.. hahahaha I swear I didn't know her tongue was out like that

Silly Will on the bus.. and Oliver sleeping in the back

Me & Will at the Variety Show..

The End.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 01:52:34 GMT

No one uses LJ anymore, it's pretty sad. =X

you still won't quit.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 17:01:39 GMT

I know I haven't updated this thing in like a week, but you'll just have to deal with it. Umm, my mom went to the hospital Wednesday night. She had surgery the next day because her appendix bursted. Yeah, something always goes wrong. She came home on Christmas but for Christmas eve, we didn't have people over like we usually do. On Christmas, I got some really nice presents & stuff. I basically spent the day with my grandma. The best gift I got was the autographed picture of Bam Margera that I wanted on eBAY =) I love my mom. Today I think my uncle is coming over to exchange presents. Okay, that's all kids.

LMFAO pascale = awesome<3

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 02:37:51 GMT

MyFavoriteScar23: michael jackson is my cousin

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 17:20:40 GMT

It's about time I update this god-forsaken journal. I wanted today to be a snow day, but it wasn't. I took off anyway though because I missed my bus and my mom didn't feel like driving all the way to Huntington (score) Yeah, but Brian called me up at 7 this morning and yelled at me. He told me to go to school, either walk or he's going to call a taxi for me haha. I can't wait until the concert tonight at OLL. I missed everyone =) Umm, yeah me and Nick are going outtttt. I'm sure everyone knows that by now. It's so awesome to date my best friend. It's not even that much different from what we normally do. He calls me all the time and we hang out basically every single weekend. I'm soo happy! This is the first time I ever felt this comfortable with a guy. I mean he makes time for me and we always talk. I never had a guy do that for me before. It's the greatest feeling<3 But he's going away from X-mas break ='( I'm going to miss him so much. At least I get to see him tonight/tomorrow/Wednesday :)

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 16:56:12 GMT

Oh and PS; Lauren told me to update it and tell her I'm with her. So I'm in computer class WITH LAUREN <33 haha i love herr

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 16:49:03 GMT

I'm in computer right now, and I just failed that test =X .. 3 more periods to go =) I wanna leave so badly, I'm so tired. OK, im gonna go

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 03:33:04 GMT

I'm not good enough. I am worthless. I deserve to die. <|3

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 01:05:19 GMT

Yea, well Joey's home =) School today was fun, day ones are always fantastic. This weekend I need to do some hardcore x-mas shopping so if anyone would like to come along, let me know - it'll be fun ;)

Well as probably all of you know, I love Joey. Yes, I know I shouldn't but I do. I just wish we could at least talk about "us" so I know where I stand. You have no idea how stressful it is to wait around for him and you have absolutely no idea how he feels. What's the point in even caring at this point? I dont get him at all. Maybe he just doesn't want me anymore =\ But I mean we have been through so much in a year, I know him better than anyone else. I dont understand how the hell you can fall out of love that quickly. Don't get me wrong, I know I fucked up pretty badly in the past.. but people do change. It's not like I intentionally hurt him, I wouldn't do that. I'm a pretty decent person and I hate hurting people. I don't even think he realizes how badly he hurts me. Well obviously since we never talk about it! Grr, he's so confusing. I don't even want to annoy him with the subject of him asking me out. I mean I guess the day we saw each other and he told me he still loved me, that was it. It was a good thing that should never be brought again. I hate when things like that happen. All my friends tell me how much I need to move on, and believe me I wish I could. I can never seem to move on with my past for some reason. I can't take it anymore =X I wish I didn't love him so then he couldn't play these games with me. God bless you for reading all this hah<3

- comment please =(

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 06:53:37 GMT

- Went to Walt Whitman until 6 with Natalie and Kim
- Went to Nick's house with jackie around 8
- Came home at 11:30 and here i am
- Tomorrow: Regina's house =) let's hope
- I'm looking forward to 3 shows at the downtown<3 ahh I love Nick

I promise this will be my last layout for a while, I think - comment.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 16:35:10 GMT

Walt Whitman mall today with Natalie Ennis & Kim Clabby<3 Goodtimes, I can't wait!

ps- I forgot to add (Kim reminded me) that yesterday's theology class was fantastic. It was the best class yet! Me and Kim are gonna share him lmao oh man I haven't had that much fun in theology class since.. never haha he's so hot<3

Forget December, it won't be better..

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 20:47:10 GMT

My head is killing me. I completely fucked up on my presentation in English. I sounded like such a loser up there. I got really nervous and I couldn't really speak well =\ It was horrible, but other than that my day went well. I think I passed my math test (I hope) I'm not sure of what my plans are for this weekend. I miss Joey so much. 3 more days until he comes home<3 I miss Nick too! I dont know where he is.

you're so heartless.

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 04:59:05 GMT

Life pretty much sucks. What else is new though? Um, Joey basically kils me =\ It seems pretty obvious he doesn't want me so we're probably not getting back together. I basically told him how I felt and he ignored me so that's nice. Yea and he's leaving tomorrow and I'm not sure I'm going to talk to him before he leaves considering he said he had to go watch Family Guy right now. Jesus Christ =X I guess he really does want me to move on<|3 Pascale thanks so much for being here for me. Your amazing and I'm always here if you need me too. I hope you feel better. Guys suck =(

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 03:03:06 GMT


green day is love
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Sun, 05 Dec 2004 21:47:36 GMT

Yesterday Charese came over. We went to the mall and we saw Joey, Michelle, Danielle, Alyssa, and Chad. I realized how much I really missed Joey =/ I miss being around him and seeing him. He makes me smile so much. I want to be with him again so badly<3 Im in love with him. Michelle is awesome and I don't know what I'd do without her! I can't wait to hang out with all of them soon. Joey's going away on Wednesday until like Sunday which sucks. Wednesday I'm going to the city to go to Ground Zero and then to the Radio City Christmas show with the parents. Joey made up this song which is fantastic. He really is so talented and has an amazing voice. The lyrics to the song kick ass =) .. ttfn

ps; WATCH MY LOVER ON TONIGHT AT 10 ON MTV! <3

taking this to take my mind off of things<|3

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 03:59:13 GMT

LAYER ONE
Name: Katie-Lynn
-- Birthdate: April 20th
-- Birthplace: Bethpage, New York
-- Current Location: Amityville, New York.
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: red/gold/brown
-- Height: 5'0
-- Righty or Lefty: righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: taurus

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: puerto rican, irish, french, german

-- The shoes you wore today: my vans
-- Your fear: Snakes, spiders, being alone forever, wasting life
-- Your perfect pizza: pepperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Find a boyfriend I can have a serious relationship with who won't leave me

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol/haha/lmfao
-- Your thoughts first waking up: school =\
-- Your best physical feature: idk
-- Your bedtime: doesnt matter

LAYER FOUR

-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcd's
-- Adidas or Nike: neither, vans<3
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea, please.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither

LAYER FIVE
-- smoke: like once
-- Cuss: too much
-- Sing: all the time
-- Have a crush(es): yes.
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeah
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: LOVE IT!
-- Want to get married: yes, around 24-28
-- Believe in yourself: nope.
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: of course not
-- Think you're a health freak: no sir
-- Get along with your parents: yeah.
-- Like thunderstorms: yea
-- Play an instrument: i used to, the flute

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Made Out: nope
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall? yea
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no..
-- Eaten sushi: gross
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: haha TWICE by the same person, beat that =X
-- Gone skating: noo

-- Made homemade cookies: nah
-- Gone skinny dipping: ha, you wish.
-- Dyed your hair: um, last month
-- Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yea
-- If so, was it mixed company: yea
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught "doing something": not really
-- Been called a tease: nick calls me it all the time
-- Gotten beaten up: by charlie, yes =(
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yeaa

LAYER EIGHT: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color?: hazel
-- Best hair color?: brown-ish
-- Short or long hair: medium.. SPIKED
-- Height: not too much shorter, not too much taller either
-- Best weight: uhh?
-- Best articles of clothing: bam<3 haha

LAYER NINE
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 92789276191. j/k ;)
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1
-- Number of CDs that I own: about 150-ish
-- Number of piercings: 2 in each ear
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: once
-- Number of scars on my body: 3
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 3 or 4

<|3

your so cold

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 22:12:30 GMT

im sick of thinking anything at all.

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 17:55:09 GMT

Happy Thanksgiving and Happy Birthday to Kim and Serena! I've been in such a great mood lately. I found someone, he's amazing. He asked me out on Monday. I couldn't ask for more. We have so much in common and he's so sweet (ps; his name is Lee!) I'm so happy with him. I wish so many people didn't have something to say though. Whatever, I'm not letting it get to me this time. Nick wants to beat the shit out of him for some reason =\ Joey really doesn't seem to care but who would except him to anyway? It just upsets me, not that I want him to care. I just really cared a lot when he went out with Ashley or Sandra. Oh well, No one can really be totally happy I guess. It just sucks how I think some guys can be different. I guess all guys are the same. It's really pathetic and depressing =X

ps; I get to see Billy today<3

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 21:14:21 GMT

Yesterday = movies with jackie& stephanie.

Today = nothing.

Tomorrow = Nick's House?

Monday = taking the day off from school to go into Manhattan with mom

Tuesday = School then whatever

Wednesday = no idea.

Thursday = Thanksgiving

Friday - Sunday = Upstate @my uncle's house with the family. cell me or i'll scream =X

.. this could possibly change, but comment if you want I guess

p.s.- new layout & journal. Who loves it? YOU LOVE IT!

stay away from my heart <|3

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 23:27:43 GMT

I hate myself too much. I don't believe I deserve to be happy. I never feel good enough for anyone. I cry every single day. I get pissed off too easily. I am paranoid. I have these dreams about death every single night. I miss my grandmother. I hate the way my uncle treats everyone in my family including me. I am failing math. Math makes me cry. I miss him. I don't think he loves me anymore. I have a feeling he's going to find someone else really soon. I think about him every single day. I hate throwing-up even though I do it almost everyday. I am very lazy. I am to dependant on him. I am afraid of being hurt. I hate hurting other people. I hate falling in love because it's so hard for me to fall out of it. My friends make me smile. Some can be so inconsiderate. I get jealous too much. I hate being alone. I am not happy.

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 17:54:14 GMT

I forgot to mention that Wednesday night I went to a club. Hah, i dont know how that could slip my mind. I went to "Club Ice" with Shirley, Shirley's friend Kristin, Ta-Tiana & Charese. It was awesome, I saw John&Carmine from "Growing Up Gotti". I touched Carmine's muscle<3 ow ow! ..haha yea, I'm a crackhead according to Kim ;) I saw Shaniece and this girl from my theology class and my old buddy Troy! Then last night I went to Nick's house again with Brian. It was fun, except they kept tickeling me ='( I hate being tickeled. Hmm, we listening to music & watched some of Bride of Chucky. I went to Nick's room and watched 8 Simple Rules and I fell asleep. Hah, I am SUCH a loser. Then like 15 minutes later Nick came and woke me up. Today I think I'm going to my cousin's house around 5:30. I miss them<3 ttyl.